A dark gloomy sunless start
Cold and calculating
Frost on the windows
Icy streets
Snow on the ground
Hot chocolate to be made
Another Winter's day
Sun coming over the horizon
Birds singing at dawn's first light
Green grass dusted with morning dew
Mowers mowing
Flowers blooming
Warm rain hitting the streets
Another Spring day
Schools out kids at home
Swimming pools swarming
Air-conditioners humming
Backyard barbeques
Hot sleepless nights
Fireflies flying
Another Summer day
Leaves changing colors
Back to school night
Leaf blowers
A new brisk chill to the air
Apple cider to keep warm
Halloween
Another Autumn day
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Saturday, February 26, 2011
The Waves Of Life: Swim Hard
There are always going to be waves in this sea we call life,
its how to handle each stride, each wave that is difficult,
but endurance and perseverance are key.
Hang in there till you cant bat your arms to swim any longer.
And if that day comes when youre starting to drown.
Friends and Family are there to throw you a life raft.
This Is Life. Swim Hard, Or Drown Trying.
If you don't take the dive, Then you aint Swimmin.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Falling For You
Every time I see your face I can't help but smile.
The way you look at me makes my heart stop beating.
When our lips meet I feel as though I'm floating,
Your smile makes my knees weak.
And when you run your hands through my hair;
I get chills down my entire spine.
Your beautiful eyes are never quite the same color,
It's quite extraordinary how they change so much.
You have no idea how amazing you make me feel.
I never knew I could build an attraction for a person so quickly,
In a matter of three days you've made me realize something special,
There is such a thing as Happiness.
Throughout our lives it seems as though we yearn for Happiness,
But most of us never quite attain it.
With you I feel like my dreams could come true,
My life could turn out the way I want it,
I could be happy forever.
When I'm with you,
Sometimes I just want to shut the whole world out.
Like I could just sit there next to you, holding you tight,
Telling you how much you mean to me,
And find ways to prove to you, I care.
If only you could see yourself through my eyes,
Hear how much I talk about you with my friends,
Then maybe you would notice exactly how much I like you.
"When you truly care about someone...You love them unconditionally for who they are...even if they may never love you back."
The way you look at me makes my heart stop beating.
When our lips meet I feel as though I'm floating,
Your smile makes my knees weak.
And when you run your hands through my hair;
I get chills down my entire spine.
Your beautiful eyes are never quite the same color,
It's quite extraordinary how they change so much.
You have no idea how amazing you make me feel.
I never knew I could build an attraction for a person so quickly,
In a matter of three days you've made me realize something special,
There is such a thing as Happiness.
Throughout our lives it seems as though we yearn for Happiness,
But most of us never quite attain it.
With you I feel like my dreams could come true,
My life could turn out the way I want it,
I could be happy forever.
When I'm with you,
Sometimes I just want to shut the whole world out.
Like I could just sit there next to you, holding you tight,
Telling you how much you mean to me,
And find ways to prove to you, I care.
If only you could see yourself through my eyes,
Hear how much I talk about you with my friends,
Then maybe you would notice exactly how much I like you.
"When you truly care about someone...You love them unconditionally for who they are...even if they may never love you back."
Monday, February 21, 2011
Here Where I Lay
Looking up at the bright blue sky
My vision clears as a tear leaves my eye
Just laying here thinking, 1,000 thoughts in my head
I want to get up, but I stay here instead
My mind feels heavy and so does my chest
You've broken my heart, just like all the rest
I thought you were different but I was so wrong
You set up the games while I played along.
Now I'm so hurt inside
Maybe I'll just choose to die
Maybe I'll slit my wrists right here
I blink again, a silent tear
In my mind I know, I shouldn't cry
But still I do and here I lie
Staring up, wondering where we went wrong
How could you break me, I thought I was strong
My body feels cold now, more clouds float by
My breath has slowed, I don't want to try
I don't want to stop what I've already done
I've just finished your work, you've already won
You've broken my spirit, my heart, my soul
And now I'm dying inside and no one knows.
I did it myself, but I hope they blame you
Don't tell them there was nothing you could do
Don't say I was unhappy, "He's in a better place now."
Cause you did this to me and I know someday, somehow
Someone will do to you what you did to me.
And they'll break your heart, you wait and see
Maybe you'll know why I acted that way
Why I was so upset and cried one day
The reason I yelled and got all upset
The things I knew but inside I kept
After he hurts you and breaks your heart
The pain you feel will be a start
And now there's no way to make you see
You could have saved me.
You should know that its true
Its all the little things you needed to do
You could have told me how you felt
Tried a little harder to make my heart melt
Or surprised me with something I didn't expect
You should have shown me a little respect
Instead of yelling at me, making me number two
You could have saved me, from what I chose to do
You didn't even care, that you were killing me inside
I couldn't take it anymore and so here I lie.
It hurts now to breathe, every breath its like work
I think to myself, "She's such a jerk,
When everyone blames you for me being dead
You wont get to laugh, but cry instead."
You probably wont, but maybe you will
The sky is darkening, I'm lying so still
My arms and legs are frozen, I can't move at all
A tiny breeze starts blowing, an indication of fall.
My mind wanders to my family, I should have said goodbye
But it wasn't their fault, that today I chose to die
I know it will hurt them a lot to see me go
But I've just got things on my mind that they can never know
I think it's over now, I cannot hear my breath
My heart is not beating, no movement in my chest.
I just hope that you tell them what you did to me
Let them know the kind of girl you are, the way it used to be
Don't leave out the part where I thought you were great
And you said it was just too much, to have upon your plate
So instead of being happy, you said to go to hell
You kissed me , I kissed back, floated and then fell.
Tell them all the reasons, why I'm lying here today
There's no way that I could have done it all alone,
So now it's all over, we don't have to worry anymore
My heart feels so free, it's no longer sore
No you don't scare me, I'm just not afraid
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Make A Difference
Somewhere out there beyond these distant shores,
There is a place of solitude and vibrancy,
A place where we all wish to venture,
A place we hope to be someday.
Somewhere out there beyond these closed doors,
There is fun to be had,
There are adventures to change our lives,
There are people who could make us believe in love.
Somewhere out there beyond being poor,
A way to make our dreams come true,
Money in the bank to keep our families safe,
Success to make us proud of what we can achieve.
Somewhere out there beyond our thoughts,
Our imaginations run wild and free,
Creating new visions of life and love,
We then realize, life isn't easy...
Great lives can't always be bought.
Somewhere out here in this big world,
There are civilizations not as well off,
People struggling to find love,
Struggling to find their next meal.
Somewhere out there, countries are fighting,
Governments are being toppled,
World War III is breaking out,
Lives are being lost,
To ensure my safety.
Somewhere out there I realized,
People are risking their lives for me,
And there is nothing I can do about that,
So thank you, to all the Veterans out there,
For ensuring I have this great life in America.
Because somewhere out there,
In other countries,
People are dreaming,
They're imagining how different their lives would be,
If they lived here.
So If you're an American,
Maybe take a step back from it all,
Realize that what you have; could always be worse,
Be happy that you have food to eat,
And people that love you.
Be thankful you have great opportunities.
You have the ability to affect peoples lives,
Take responsibility and do it throughout your life,
Leave this world,
Knowing you made a difference.
There is a place of solitude and vibrancy,
A place where we all wish to venture,
A place we hope to be someday.
Somewhere out there beyond these closed doors,
There is fun to be had,
There are adventures to change our lives,
There are people who could make us believe in love.
Somewhere out there beyond being poor,
A way to make our dreams come true,
Money in the bank to keep our families safe,
Success to make us proud of what we can achieve.
Somewhere out there beyond our thoughts,
Our imaginations run wild and free,
Creating new visions of life and love,
We then realize, life isn't easy...
Great lives can't always be bought.
Somewhere out here in this big world,
There are civilizations not as well off,
People struggling to find love,
Struggling to find their next meal.
Somewhere out there, countries are fighting,
Governments are being toppled,
World War III is breaking out,
Lives are being lost,
To ensure my safety.
Somewhere out there I realized,
People are risking their lives for me,
And there is nothing I can do about that,
So thank you, to all the Veterans out there,
For ensuring I have this great life in America.
Because somewhere out there,
In other countries,
People are dreaming,
They're imagining how different their lives would be,
If they lived here.
So If you're an American,
Maybe take a step back from it all,
Realize that what you have; could always be worse,
Be happy that you have food to eat,
And people that love you.
Be thankful you have great opportunities.
You have the ability to affect peoples lives,
Take responsibility and do it throughout your life,
Leave this world,
Knowing you made a difference.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Death Of Significant Other (Sestina)
My heart has shattered like a stone,
The snowy clouds swell low and dark;
The embers die from lack of wood.
Sat at table held face in hands,
Listen for laugh, is this a dream?
Think of gardens filled with roses.
Every spring we pruned the roses,
Beyond the stumbled wall of stone.
Winds they whispered of a dream,
When night has fallen, land is dark;
Caressed her body with calloused hands.
As we walked home through the wood.
Summer flees, so we split wood
My lover beside me flushed like roses.
Pulled out thorn, deep in her hands
Laid kindling on our hearth of stone.
A swift sickening has brought the dark;
She swoons to me in fevered dream.
We talked of things of hopes to dream;
Fall we planned in our home of wood.
With lights aglow room not so dark,
Through open window scent of roses.
Cooked our dinner on counter of stone
Heads bowed in prayer, we clasped hands.
Planted bulbs, washed dirt from hands
Loved our world in a simple dream,
On shore of pond skipped a stone.
Grief did carve initials in wood,
Her lover sprinkled petals of roses;
Contrasting red, her hair is dark.
Winter flow long shadows get dark,
Held on tight with clenched hands.
In the garden we cut back the roses;
Has this year been but a naught dream.
Bed with four posts of polished wood
Her picture rests on mantle of stone.
In the dark I woke from a dream,
With my hands built coffin of wood;
Wreath of roses in her vault of stone.
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